So i started a fire in a home i rented, I was there a total of 7 days. The fire was my faught I turned my back on cooking food. I accepted the responsibilty. My landlord at the time, the home owner told me verbally that I would be released of my lease, pretty much act as though i never lived there. Also I will not be held accountable for ANY damages. Now her insurance is making me reimbure them 35,916.48. I want to cry, I dont know what to do. I have emails from myself and the homeowner back and forth. With statement telling me Im free from the lease, and damages of the fire. What could I do, should I fight this? I will never be able to buy a house. I cant pay this back. Im still behind on bills from the fire!! 
