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First off let me start off by saying that I suffer from:
Anxiety Disorder
PTSD
Major Depressive/Clinical Depression
and ADD
today my sister and I went to a CITY, Illinois STORE NAME. I was a bit scatterbrained because I didn't take my ADD medication which I sometimes don't take to give my body a break and if I'm going to have a day where I don't have to think and solve problems so much.
We shopped for about an hour separately and together at times. I usually shop with a recyclable bag. Never had a problem before. This STORE NAME didn't have shopping bags, all they have are carts. I also have Carpal Tunnel Syndrome so pushing a cart is somewhat difficult.
After about an hour, I asked my sister if she was ready and she said she wasn't done. I was starting to feel anxiety and very edgy. I get anxiety/panic at times and it felt like one was coming on. I went out to the car to get my bag of prescription Xanax. I completely forgot I had the bag on my shoulder. I went to the car, opened the back door, drivers side to get my pills and cigarettes. By this point, I am sweating and anxious. I get a tap on my shoulder and I see a man flash a badge an tells me to come with him. He pointed at my bag of prescription pills and said bring that, too. I realize I walked out of the store with the bag and I hadn't paid. He assures me it's no big deal and was going to "write things down". So I follow him and he asks for the bag and then motions to my purse, where I put my prescription bottles in. I told himit was mi e and showed him the contents. He seemed surprised.
I explained what was happening and why I went to the car. My sister was still in the store the whole time and I wouldn't just leave her there, I was coming back.
Regardless, they totalled the items, scrapbooking items, a book for my daughter and a pair of underwear. $85.
They call the police, I'm handcuffed. I tell the officer that i needed to take my medication because i was having severe anxiety. He walks with me to the water fountain and i take my pill. He puts the cuffs back on and i tell him that my fingers we're going numb because of the CPS. He saya it's the law ans takes me to the police car.
I was handcuffed to a metal bench. At some point my fingers turned purple because my hands were at a bad angle. I couldnt feel my hands from the wrist down and they we're a horrible purple color.
I was booked, fingerprinted, photographed, etc.
I had offered to pay for the ítems at the store. I had $200 in cash in my wallet that i showed them.
I Have a courtdate and my anxiety is out of control. I feel physically and mentally destroyed.
What aré my options?
Never had a criminal récord, never even been ticketed. I have worked for non-profit and have had extensive background checks because I worked for the state of Illinois foster kids. My husband is a psychologist and we've always been charitable and honest people.
I am not working now for the first time in my life on the recommendation of my psychiatrist.
I'm a mess and I haven't any idea what to do. Please help.
Thanks.
Sorry so long.
Anxiety Disorder
PTSD
Major Depressive/Clinical Depression
and ADD
today my sister and I went to a CITY, Illinois STORE NAME. I was a bit scatterbrained because I didn't take my ADD medication which I sometimes don't take to give my body a break and if I'm going to have a day where I don't have to think and solve problems so much.
We shopped for about an hour separately and together at times. I usually shop with a recyclable bag. Never had a problem before. This STORE NAME didn't have shopping bags, all they have are carts. I also have Carpal Tunnel Syndrome so pushing a cart is somewhat difficult.
After about an hour, I asked my sister if she was ready and she said she wasn't done. I was starting to feel anxiety and very edgy. I get anxiety/panic at times and it felt like one was coming on. I went out to the car to get my bag of prescription Xanax. I completely forgot I had the bag on my shoulder. I went to the car, opened the back door, drivers side to get my pills and cigarettes. By this point, I am sweating and anxious. I get a tap on my shoulder and I see a man flash a badge an tells me to come with him. He pointed at my bag of prescription pills and said bring that, too. I realize I walked out of the store with the bag and I hadn't paid. He assures me it's no big deal and was going to "write things down". So I follow him and he asks for the bag and then motions to my purse, where I put my prescription bottles in. I told himit was mi e and showed him the contents. He seemed surprised.
I explained what was happening and why I went to the car. My sister was still in the store the whole time and I wouldn't just leave her there, I was coming back.
Regardless, they totalled the items, scrapbooking items, a book for my daughter and a pair of underwear. $85.
They call the police, I'm handcuffed. I tell the officer that i needed to take my medication because i was having severe anxiety. He walks with me to the water fountain and i take my pill. He puts the cuffs back on and i tell him that my fingers we're going numb because of the CPS. He saya it's the law ans takes me to the police car.
I was handcuffed to a metal bench. At some point my fingers turned purple because my hands were at a bad angle. I couldnt feel my hands from the wrist down and they we're a horrible purple color.
I was booked, fingerprinted, photographed, etc.
I had offered to pay for the ítems at the store. I had $200 in cash in my wallet that i showed them.
I Have a courtdate and my anxiety is out of control. I feel physically and mentally destroyed.
What aré my options?
Never had a criminal récord, never even been ticketed. I have worked for non-profit and have had extensive background checks because I worked for the state of Illinois foster kids. My husband is a psychologist and we've always been charitable and honest people.
I am not working now for the first time in my life on the recommendation of my psychiatrist.
I'm a mess and I haven't any idea what to do. Please help.
Thanks.
Sorry so long.