over a year ago due to my wife haveing cancer and 13 breaks in her back i bought and sold pills to a undercover officer i only did this so my wife could stay out of state hospital and stop the auction on my forcloser of our home. I am her only sole caregiver at the raid i made a deal to help police with the understanding that he would talk to the courts it was the only way i could stay to feed and bath my wife. a week later officer called to tell me every thing worked out great. Now over a year latter i get notice to show up and plead to 3 11351HS ans 2 11352a cases. i have no $ still sole care giver should i call the officer i made the deal with. Can i get a PD before i plead. When should and were do i give the courts and DA some letters i have to explain the whole deal because i dont know officer said anything. Will i be arrested at the pleading date. Cant go away due to wifes condition. What should i do. HELP HELP.Any help please also what else should i do. Thank you